she said

she said don't blink your eyes
The world moves faster
keep your eyes open
and face your agony and weakness
and she asked me, are you happy?
like she knows all about me
so I replied, fuck that I just want another cigarette
girl, will you get
better after smoking
the emptiness in you
It's getting bigger and bigger
In vain, only my living body remains maybe you're right
this abyss is actually because I'm blind because I close my eyes