Been trying to forgive myself
For wishing I was somebody else
For wanting you to love me back
But it’s worse than that
A year wishing I was somebody else
You always said that I’m too intense
It’s not that I’m too much
You just don’t have the guts
Don’t need to know where you are
You’ll be hit by a wave me
I’m the god of everything else
You’re the god of losing me
Don’t need to know where you are
You’ll be hit by a wave me
I’m the god of everything else
You’re the god of losing me
And now I follow bright light walls
In a dream, in a fog
It feels like a cry for help
Wishing I was somebody else
Begging you to love me back
I watch the way she stands
And the way her hands move
In a fog of you
Don’t need to know where you are
You’ll be hit by a wave me
I’m the god of everything else
You’re the god of losing me
Don’t need to know where you are
You’ll be hit by a wave me
I’m the god of everything else
You’re the god of losing me
It was a sick, sick, sickness loving you
I wake up choking on dreams of you
I wake up crying from loving you
I go everywhere just to get away from you
I go everywhere just to get away from you
I’ve got everything I need
I see clues everywhere but I don’t know what for
I’ve been waiting for the end