Sad.

Another year gone by
You are more than machinery
You woke in a hospital bed with tubes in your wrist
And you knew you’d never feel safe again

I used to cut my skin so I could feel alive again
But now I feel nothing when my arms are red
Subway stops flashing before your very eyes
Like your entire life has passed you by

I can’t make you call me by name
Just let me breathe ‘cause there is no pain like having a body
I can’t make you, make you call me by name
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)
Just tell me, tell me I’m the mistake that you made
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)

It’s only day three and I’m already making promises
To kill myself before the year’s done

I can’t make you call me by name
Just let me breathe ‘cause there is no pain like having a body
I can’t make you, make you call me by name
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)
Just tell me, tell me I’m the mistake that you made
(I can hurt you, I can hurt you)