I don't even know myself at all
I thought I would be happy by now
The more I try to push it
I realise you've gotta
let go of control
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Just let it happen
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out
no one's around
It keeps glowing
Every night
I try my best to dream
Tomorrow makes it better
Then I wake up the cold reality
That not a thing has changed
But it will happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out
no one's around
It keeps glowing
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out
no one's around
It keeps glowing
And the salt in my wounds
isn't burning anymore
than it used to
It's not that I don't feel the pain
it's just I'm not afraid
of hurting anymore
Ad the blood in these veins
isn't pumping any less
than it ever has
And that's the hope
I have the only thing
I know that's keeping me alive
Alive
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
Gotta let it happen
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
So if I let go of control now
I can be strong
And when it's dark out
no one's around
It keeps glowing
It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
So if I keep my eyes closed
with nobody home
And when it's dark out
no one's around
It keeps glowing