I am lost
that’s what I’ve been dying to tell you
but darling I’m scared to
Cuz I don’t know what it would cost
But I can’t sit still
whenever my body stops moving
The guilt it consumes me
I wonder just how it would feel
To show you the lines that I’ve crossed
And scream from, the top of my lungs I am
So take my hand
Cuz Though I throw fuel on the fire
And I’m a recovering liar
I’ll love you as best as I can
Cuz I won’t give up
As long as there’s breath in my body
And I still recognize me
in the mess of a man I’ve become
To show you the lines that I’ve crossed
And scream from, the top of my lungs I am
lungs I am
lungs I am lungs
Yes I am bruised I am torn I am tattered
And I know I loved you like you didn’t matter
But I swear on the blood running through my veins oh
That I’m gonna hold you the rest of my days
I don’t need your forgiveness compassion or praise
I just needed the courage to face you and say I am lost
I am broken I'm set in my ways
I just hope and I pray that you see me the same some day
Cuz I am
I am lost