Dear God, she's reaching out,
a shattered, broken soul overwhelmed with doubt,
The room fell silent when she hit the ground,
searching for a sign of life beyond the ultrasound,
She falls to her knees, begging to the Lord, please,
She feels the weight of the loss for a life that will never be, a memory, a broken dream,
With every breath that she takes, she's praying out to conceive,
The silence echoes in her mind, begging to turn back the sands of time,
Her heart aches with each and every beat,
longing for the chance to hold the child she'll never meet,
"I'm never gonna know what it's like to love you,
I'll never get to feel your heartbeat,
There's nothing in the world I wouldn't try to undo,
you're being ripped away from me,
Waking up without you is just not enough,
because living on feels more and more like a waking nightmare,
There's no sorry that'll soothe the burn,
careless apologies, insensitive words,
Consumed with guilt every passing day,
these wounds are too deep, they'll never go away,
'I'll never forgive myself,' she said,
'I failed as a mother,' crying myself to sleep each night,
She screams out, losing his life was like losing two,
a part of me died, I'll never get over you, never,
Time may heal, but this emptiness I will always feel,
a mother's love will never fade,
Forever the trauma remains, but I will learn to welcome the pain,
Lord, help me see the light,
the constant strain that cuts like a knife,
I'm reaching out for a meaning,
I'll see you again