Chance folds you in a bed mirrored miles
But no sleep until chemistry smiles
You can never close eyes until you understand
The scale, the rust and concrete
No pharmacies this side of the wall
Just alleys onto which you fall
Crushed by the wheels of it all
You can never come back until you understand
The scale, the rust and concrete
There are horrors and joys and human things
Whoring inside ghosts of industry
What you gave me I know you gave me
You remind me all the time
And how you hurt me and you don't see it
Again I am the child
And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong
I'm tired of walking on eggshells so terrified to fail
And in order to please you I've abandoned myself
And though it used to hurt me when you push me away
I'm stronger than ever, you made me this way
How I wish you, you suffered less too
It tears us both apart
And it's not pretty the way you criticize me
And how it breaks my heart
And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong
And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong
How I wish you knew, how much I need you
I feel like running but I can't abandon you
You avoid my gaze, withdraw from me these days
You punish me for trying to be all that you wanted
What more can I do?
And though you tell me that you love me
I can't feel it and I'm afraid to let you down
It's all or nothing, I fear that something's wrong