born to lose

I would never shower
if it wasn't for my roommates
Haven't left the house in so long
Pretty sure it's Tuesday
It could be Wednesday
But never Sunday
It doesn't matter, no one's calling me
Every time I open up my phone, I am reminded
Seeing all the fun I used to have
that's now behind me
There'a no denying, we're only dying
And I got more than one foot in the grave
Ooh
I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone
who wasn't born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I'm just the half
who knows she's born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Maybe it's better that I've accepted it
Even though I'm depressed and irrelevant
God, I miss being a teenager
More than I care to admit
Ooh
I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone
who wasn't born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I'm just the half
who knows she's born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
How can I be hopeful
when it's getting so dystopian?
And nothing's ever gonna feel the way
it always felt back then
I'm Mr. Peaked in High School
but I never even went
Ooh
I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone
who wasn't born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I'm just the half
who knows she's born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, lose