What do you see when you think of me now?
Was I just someone who left you hurt?
Back then, I couldn’t see through your smile,
Behind it, the tears you hid from me.
You always held me, even when I failed,
You were the warmth I never deserved.
If I had realized it a little sooner,
Things would’ve been so different now.
Maybe I only saw what I wanted to see,
Even though deep down I knew everything.
On sleepless nights like tonight,
Those thoughts just won’t leave my mind.
I want to say thank you, and I’m sorry too,
But those words can’t reach you anymore.
No one will ever hear them, just the sky,
So I let them fall alone into the empty air.
I had nothing, I gave you nothing at all,
Just an uncertain future full of doubt.
But you told me to trust in myself,
You took on burdens I couldn’t bear.
Only much later did I finally see,
I left you to take all the scars alone.
Now I sit here missing you like this,
But I know we can’t meet, and we shouldn’t.
I want to say thank you, and I’m sorry too,
But those words can’t reach you anymore.
Maybe it’s right to let it all go,
So I let them fall alone into the empty air.
I never truly knew what was in your heart,
Yet I’m still lost in thoughts of meeting you.
Maybe I haven’t changed at all,
Still living in a world of my own illusions.
What do I do when I think of you again?
It’s the only thing I can hold onto.
I couldn’t even say I’m sorry to you,
I’m scared of forgetting, losing you for good.
I want to say thank you, and I’m sorry too,
But those words can’t reach you anymore.
Maybe it’s right to let it all go,
So I let them fall alone into the empty air.