to love and to lose

You're in me while I'm in my head
While I'm still thinking about somebody else
You want me when I'm in your bed
And I'm still wishing I was anywhere else
Am I to blame?
Have I dug my own grave?
I would've given anything to feel the way that I used to
I don't think love was made for me
I think maybe I'm made to love and lose it
I don't think love was made for me
I think maybe I'm made to love and lose it
I lose it
I waited
I waited for him
Stood in the bathroom tearing off all my skin
I faked it over and over again
I couldn't do it, no not even for him
Am I to blame?
Have I dug my own grave?
I would've given anything to feel the way that I used to
I don't think love was made for me
I think maybe I'm made to love and lose it
I don't think love was made for me
I think maybe I'm made to love and lose it
I lose it
To love, to lose, to lose it all
I wanted you, you wanted more
And now I feel nothing at all (nothing at all)
I don't think love was made for me
I think maybe I'm made to love and lose it
I don't think love was made for me
I think maybe I'm made to love and lose it
I lose it