I feel like there’s something that’s poisonous for me
But I don’t know what it is
Yeah I don’t know what it is
I’m also busy to go find out what it is
I don’t make the time for it
Yeah I guess it’s all on me
I tend to go into the dark side
Without a light to guide me
And I keep falling
Why do I love the thrill of doing things that might
Hurt me even though
I keep falling
Maybe it’s that I’m still healing
And I want to prove that I’m
Doing fine
Even though I’m not fine at all
I just don’t want to show my
Broken parts
I feel like maybe if I push myself too hard
Then I’ll forget everything
That are not worth memories
Maybe I suck at sleeping ’cuz I don’t want to
See the monsters in my brain
that appear in my nightmares
Running here, running there just to see if I can
Go into lightspeed
Without falling
Swimming directionless just to find an island
At least in waters
I’m not falling
Maybe it’s that I’m still healing
And I want to show that I’m
Doing fine
Even though I’m not fine at all
I just don’t want to show my
Broken parts
God if you do exist
Can you just tell me please
I am directionless
But I can’t stop running
Maybe it’s that I’m still healing
And I want to prove that I’m
Doing fine
Even though I’m not fine at all
I just don’t want to show my
Broken parts