Joke or a Lie

What should I do?
I am lost
Tell me to leave the next time
I'm in front of you
I can't relate
Chip on your shoulder
How do you deal with that weight?
My hands are getting tired
Call it a joke or a lie
Call it a joke or a lie
Put your coat on
Then believe me
I try
Let us escape
For a night
Breathe the silence
I am alone
But I am alone
In this room with you
Call it a joke or a lie
Call it a joke or a lie
Put your coat on
Then believe me
I tried