Eye Makeup

if the real world is fiction
just a fraction of my mind
how could I know if I ever knew you
at least at one point in time
I took my makeup off
eye makeup off
you said I looked tired
how could you
if the real world is losing
and you made me pick a side
how could I know if the one that I chose
was at all right
if the real world was losing
and you looked me in the eye
you asked me if I'd ever done this before
I answered yes, I am going on four
you asked me if I'd ever done this before
yes, yes, I'm going on four
you want nothing to do with me