Feelin' down tonight tell myself
I'm doing alright and there's nothing on my mind
But in a word I'm crushed I've lost my girl
and I drink too much I'll hide behind a smile
'Coz I know I wanted it this way
But I was cold and afraid of growing
old with nothing but the same
So give me some help
Am I losing the run of myself
So now I've seen both sides I've made my choice
The great divide I took the easy way out
But I was sure that time I knew before
I made my mind up wrestling my pride
But I know I wanted it this way
But I was told and afraid of growing
old with nothing but the same
So give em some help
Am I losing the run of myself
Feelin' down