My Heart Is A Fist

to moonn6pence   from shootingstar
I surrender; I know I've been a pretender
You can have this guilt, this misery, I wear so well
I wave my flag, I sound the alarm
Somebody stop me before I do any harm
I surrender; I know I've been a pretender
I'm living a dead life; I'm staring into the headlights
Of a getaway car that'll take me out of my mind, tonight
Crash and burn, S.O.S., somebody help me get out of this mess of a dead life
I'm burning under the spotlight
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again
Take a look at these hollow eyes, one last look before I say goodbye
To this candle-lit nightmare I feel like I never escape
So watch me fall from grace, watch me carve my hate
In the heart of a lover I feel I could never escape my fate
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again
I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
You don't notice me
You don't notice me
You don't notice me
I'm screaming while I pray
While I pray
While I pray
You don't notice me
I'm sick of you, God
I'm done with you
I see you on your cloud looking down
I am on my knees today but you don't notice me
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will fight again
My heart is a fist drenched in blood
My soul will rise again