Eyes Closed

Yeah
Is there anything to say
to take me straight to Heaven?
To know I've been forgiven?
No, 'cause I'm running
out of ways to hold it all together
Is the wrong mistake gonna last forever?
You know I've tried a thousand times
But now I'm dying to live
with my eyes closed
Trying to fly with no halo
Maybe I don't wanna know
If I'm gonna lose it all,
I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed
Eyes closed
(Oh)
Yeah
Am I gonna hit rewind?
Say I'm starting over, never get me closer
No, 'cause I'm waiting for a sign,
I need it more than ever
Is the wrong mistake gonna last forever?
But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed
Trying to fly with no halo
Maybe I don't wanna know
If I'm gonna lose it all,
I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed
Eyes closed
Can't be forgiven, but I'll hold my breath
So close to Heaven, all I see is death
Oof
Yeah
Can't be forgiven, but I'll hold my breath
So close to Heaven, all I see is death
Falling through the hole inside my chest
'Cause giving up is all that I have left
Thought hiding from myself was for the best
But now I'm dying to live with my eyes closed
Trying to fly with no halo
Maybe I don't wanna know
If I'm gonna lose it all (Gonna lose it all)
I'm gonna lose it all with my eyes closed
Eyes closed
You know I've tried a thousand times
Dying to live with my eyes closed
Oh