I Just Like This Better

It’s not that I don’t like you
But I get kinda tired when we meet
We talk fine, you’re not bad at all
But why does gaming make my heart beat more?
More than seeing you
I like being alone at home
Sipping coffee, watching YouTube
Just curling up under my blanket feels right
It’s not that I hate you
But do I really have to?
I just like this better
That’s all, I just like this better
Laughing all night with my friends
Feels freer than tiptoeing around you
Instead of watching my words
I’d rather play FIFA with them, no filter
More than seeing you
I like hanging up and lying down
Even silence feels more at peace
Those moments — I just love them now
I don’t wanna lose you
But losing myself is worse
Sorry, I just wanna
Be honest with me first
Be honest with me first
More than seeing you
I like being alone at home
Sipping coffee, watching YouTube
Just curling up under my blanket feels right
More than seeing you
I like hanging up and lying down
Even silence feels more at peace
Those moments — I just love them now
I don’t wanna lose you
But losing myself is worse
Sorry, I just wanna
Be honest with me first