Trapped In Our Grief

Strange
They accepted
So natural and full
Strange in a good way
Pure and out of control
I woke up today and wondered
Is all that I dream real?
And years will turn into seconds
I again wake up here
I guess God gave me you 'cause he wanted me to understand
Deepest love
And pain and woeful
Plaintive sorrow hand in hand
Inseparable
Eternally trapped in our grief
Strange how you won't leave me
As real as you are
And maybe I will hurt you
Whether purpose or not
Like female spiders engulf their lovers
Greedy for warmth and love
My stubborn darling
Your stubborn problems
And I am patient but brutal and hard
And I am cruel as I brutally love
I guess God gave me you 'cause he wanted me to understand
Multilateral equations of love - you are my biggest test
I'd give my life for you in a second
No interleaves
Strange in a good way
Pure and out of control
I dreamt of my wedding dress
Baby names
Little feet
Would you sleep with our lids down tight?
Or sleep with one eye wide?
The chapters we wrote
You faded like ghosts
Seventeen pillows on our bed
Writer's block in my head
I guess God gave me you 'cause he wanted me to understand
Multilateral equations of love - you were my biggest test
I'd give my life for you in a second
No interleaves
Strange in a good way
Pure and out of control
Mm-mm
I guess God gave me you 'cause he wanted me to understand
Multilateral equations of love - you were my biggest test
Stranger than a daydream
But real as you are
Strange how you left me
Lingering in harm