Daylight weighs me down, like I’m trapped under its cover
Can't breathe in all this brightness, wish the darkness would take over
But when the night falls, I come alive, no chains to hold me tight
Stars whisper softly, giving way to silence, peaceful in the night
Only in the dead of night, can I find my dreams
They may be fleeting, but they’re everything to me
Drowning in the midnight air, with nowhere else to go
In my own starlit escape, I find the hope I know
Don’t call it a disorder, it’s more than just desire
It’s my hope that keeps me awake, burning like a fire
In the depths of desperation, I find the light I need
This isn’t just survival, it’s the life I’m meant to lead
When life feels suffocating, even sleep is out of reach
Every waking second pulls me deeper to my peace
Lost within the shadows, that’s where I find my way
Only when I face the dark, can I embrace the day
No pills can close the void, this emptiness remains
Sleep keeps calling out to me, but I stay wide awake
Until I hear the whispers of the night, calling out my name
This isn’t just a battle, it’s the hope I need to claim
Don’t call it a disorder, it’s more than just desire
It’s my hope that keeps me awake, burning like a fire
In the depths of desperation, I find the light I need
This isn’t just survival, it’s the life I’m meant to lead
Don’t call it a disorder, it’s more than just desire
It’s my hope that keeps me awake, burning like a fire
In the depths of desperation, I find the light I need
This isn’t just survival, it’s the life I’m meant to lead
Can't breathe in all this brightness, wish the darkness would take over
But when the night falls, I come alive, no chains to hold me tight
Stars whisper softly, giving way to silence, peaceful in the night
Only in the dead of night, can I find my dreams
They may be fleeting, but they’re everything to me
Drowning in the midnight air, with nowhere else to go
In my own starlit escape, I find the hope I know
Don’t call it a disorder, it’s more than just desire
It’s my hope that keeps me awake, burning like a fire
In the depths of desperation, I find the light I need
This isn’t just survival, it’s the life I’m meant to lead
When life feels suffocating, even sleep is out of reach
Every waking second pulls me deeper to my peace
Lost within the shadows, that’s where I find my way
Only when I face the dark, can I embrace the day
No pills can close the void, this emptiness remains
Sleep keeps calling out to me, but I stay wide awake
Until I hear the whispers of the night, calling out my name
This isn’t just a battle, it’s the hope I need to claim
Don’t call it a disorder, it’s more than just desire
It’s my hope that keeps me awake, burning like a fire
In the depths of desperation, I find the light I need
This isn’t just survival, it’s the life I’m meant to lead
Don’t call it a disorder, it’s more than just desire
It’s my hope that keeps me awake, burning like a fire
In the depths of desperation, I find the light I need
This isn’t just survival, it’s the life I’m meant to lead