I know how to blame myself
That part comes easy
I've been putting me through hell
Wanting you to need me

I was digging my own grave
Only there to be replaced
Swear to God my worst mistake

How dare you
Fuck up my life
All of my nights?
I was just fine
But that was before I met you

Leading me on
Wish I was wrong
But it's alright, it's not like I cared about you

Wish I could wish you the worst
If I had the words I'd tell you how bad this hurts

I lost my mind
Wasted my time
Watching you fuck up my life
How dare you?

24 months down the line
And I still can't shake you
You could ghost and cheat and lie
But I still can't hate you

I was digging my own grave
Only there to be replaced
Swear to God my worst mistake

How dare you
Fuck up my life
All of my nights?
I was just fine
But that was before I met you

Leading me on
Wish I was wrong
But it's alright, it's not like I cared about you

Wish I could wish you the worst
If I had the words I'd tell you how bad this hurts

I lost my mind
Wasted my time
Watching you fuck up my life
How dare you?

How dare you
Fuck up my life
All of my nights?
I was just fine
But that was before I met you

Leading me on
Wish I was wrong
But it's alright, it's not like I cared about you

Wish I could wish you the worst
If I had the words I'd tell you how bad this hurts

I lost my mind
Wasted my time
Watching you fuck up my life
How dare you?