Habit

habits stay around
not like I wanna be this way
Feelings laid to rest
every night I find a way
To dream of what should’ve been
Everything was dusted gold
Then the wind blew it all away
Now there’s nothing left but bones
Tell me who I am
Every breathe feels so incomplete
Blessings in my head
Writing fiction set me free
To feel what i should’ve felt
Comfort isn’t meant for growth
Im too scared to see what I am
When i have to fight my own
habits stay around
not like I wanna be this way
Feelings laid to rest
Every night i find a way
To dream of what could’ve been
Now there’s nothing left but bones
Tell me how can i find myself
When he stripped me down this raw
I cant seem to love myself
He must’ve thrown away my heart