long nights...wide awake in the empty darkness. dreading... the alarm that waits at the dawn of day. i'm anxious... for all the things that i want from life. i'm tired...now i push my thoughts away. long day...tired and sore, abused my body, troubled...i find no peace in what i'm paid. distracted...the tv takes me from my worries. absent...of any progress i have made. i am nothing more than a dreamer, wasting my life. consumed with my passion, caught in a world of debts and decisions. do i lose it forever or do i hold on i am no different, just one of the masses. caught up in the task of survival. i am waiting on days without any worries. do i lose it forever or do i hold on?...to my dreams.