Everything he used to say to me just words
Like any other word to me
It's over been over a long time
I tell myself it's really better now this way
See how we've gone our separate ways
It's over been over a long time
My friends believe that I'm fine
because on the outside
I laugh and I say that I know
I'll never show the doubts the shadows hide
Cuz sometimes somewhere inside
my confidence slides oh
Love you didn't save me
cuz I'm still wandering inside of fallen memories
For all the truth in the smiles that he gave to me
All those hundreds of miles that he drove for me
For all the letters and songs still stuck in my head
The midnight oil couldn't burn long enough for me
Guess love just wasn't enough, and faith wasn't free
We were just out of reach
I can't remember the emotion that had once
Run through me like adrenaline
It's calmer now I've learned to take my time
But why does life seem like an epilogue at times
I want the here and now to count
Start over to start over again
You all believe that I'm fine
because on the outside
I laugh and I say that I know
I'll never show the doubts the shadows hide
Cuz sometimes somewhere inside
my confidence slides oh
Love send me an answer
cuz I'm still trying to break free of fallen memories
The way he held me so tight I felt so secure
The strongest wind could blow by and I would endure
He taught me how to stand tall I could see everything
But now I just feel exposed feel unprepared
There are no open roads for me anywhere
Escape just out reach
For all the truth in the smiles that he gave to me
All those hundreds of miles that he drove for me
For all the letters and songs still stuck in my head
The midnight oil couldn't burn long enough for me
Guess love just wasn't enough and faith wasn't free
A past now out of reach