Alright For Now

I was back and forth
From armed to desperate,
Lost to fully aware.
How was your weekend?
You get your time alone?
It used to sound so peaceful,
Now it's panic-ridden.
How was your weekend?
I'm alright for now,
But I haven't been.
Got lots of shit behind me.
I'm alright for now.
I'll talk while I can,
But it hasn't been that easy.
It's simple talk at best.
Like "how's your weekend?"
When I went away
I made no decisions.
I couldn't trust them to me.
I was too weak then.
I'm alright for now,
But I haven't been.
Got lot's of shit behind me.
I'm alright for now.