Envy

How will this pan out
Search and wish so loud
Keep a candle burning
To each his own should learn
Before I turn in envy
I learn through sorrow
I turn in envy and go to the wall
See how the colors run
And feel your Sunday rest
Give me a name bring it in
Some change is for the best
I may not win the race
I may not reach the top
Or I may not live your way
It doesn't mean I'm stuck here
We may not fit the mold
Kind of going off
Well the medicine inside
Takes a stronger hold
As we turn in envy
I learn through sorrow
I turn in envy and go to the wall
Before I burn with envy
I learn through sorrow
I burn with envy and go to the wall
To the wall?