We have survived this life so far
But how far have we really come
What stops us from finally feeling complete
The time that I've taken to myself has left me with the feeling that I may just be fine all alone
The leaves once green, now a fiery red
crack long before as we make our way past the rotten pillars of our past discretions
I need this to be over
I know that now
Holding on to cold hands and sunken eyes hasn't had the same charms it once did
I am fast approaching my rebirth
No more childish dreams, no more adolescent desires
No more breath of fresh air
Leave me to my work, I am not like all the others
My love and my hate for you are infinite
May I walk through this hideous world without fear of regret
I shall consume the hate that consumes me
Let me wash away my pain and mistrust
in the tears of those fortunate enough to get in my way
I shall cut off the hand and the wrist of the fear I that call my master
None can be better, none can be stronger
And no one will hold judgement over my head
for I am a beacon, a forest fire
The tired yards set ablaze
I am the smoldering ember in the darkness that surrounds us all
This is my passion
This is my calling
This is my prison
This is me
My love and my hate for you are infinite