One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived and
I'll be a friend
to my friends
who know how to be friends
One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened and
I'll be married
with children and maybe adopt
One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds forge
the end of tragic comedy
I have been running
so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing
the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete
One day my mind will retreat
and I'll know god and
I'll be constantly one
with her night dusk and day
One day I'll be secure
like the women I see on their
30th anniversaries
I have been running
so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing
the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete
Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous and torturous
But never done
One day I will speak freely
I'll be less afraid
And measured outside
of my poems and lyrics and art
One day I will be faith filled
I'll be trusting
and spacious authentic
and grounded and whole
I have been running
so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing
the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete