Its not that I dont care
I know its here somewhere
But its more than I can bare to take
I lie awake at night
I never win the fight
Its an addiction I cant shake
Its overbearing me
Growing, flowing, showing
Chorus
I surrender, forever
I fold, I played the losing card
Im under
Its over
I give it up its all too hard
Its not Im unsure
Ive heard it all before
But I cant help wanting more to keep
You just dont understand
The way I really am
Its all I ever can be
But underneath it all
Im breaking, waking, shaking
Chorus
And now I face it all
Im falling, crawling, stalling
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