My Oedipus Complex
I need somebody won't u help me,
I need somebody won't you tell me who I am
I need somebody please please help me,
I need somebody u must tell me who I am
I've been livin a lie so long it seems I've lived a life time.
If u could see what I feel it would make your ghetto lood like heaven
And I believe it stems down from my family situation,
I never liked my old man,
I couldn't stand to be around him
Sometimes I sit all alone just starin at his picture.
My heart turns to stone and I think of this
(Chorus I)U never loved me u never held me tight,
instead u shook me like a beast to wake me up at night
u tried to make me think that your ways were best,
when all I was was an outlet for all your stress
Life it's the ultimate sin,
A game with no rules that you're expected to win
My personal hell's hidden with a grin
"Dad take the stand and let the trial begin"
U said that oil and water don't mix though it seems cool.
Keep with your own and don't fuck up our gene pool
U should've went to school like your bigger brother,
but you played the fool with a different color
Runnin ship with a whip,
I tried to keep up but I kept getting tripped
Money made u so wise,
how could u look thru my face and not see your own eyes
Do as i say and not as I do,
but I can't cuz when I look in the mirror I see u
And oh the pain how it hurts,
it was always your home and your business that came first
U said a man is as good as his word,
but your mind was closed and mine never herd
They say the nut don't fall far from the tree,
look at u then look at me...
(Chorus II)U ain't nothin to me u've never been to me,
And all u ever gave a damn about was money see
So now fuck u man you ain't shit to me,
And it's the day that I die of this hate that I'm free
Now I know growin up son that it ain't always been easy,
and I know at times I was not always there for you
We never spent much time just talkin or havin a good time,
but understand growin up son I never had a dime
So I worked my ass off and I put myself thru college,
and everything I have to this day u know I built it all
Oh I wish I could go back and change the years that's lost between us,
I wish I could take back some of the things I said to you
Son I said I'm sorry...
Son I said I'm sorry but still u resent me so.
Son I said I'm sorry and why do u resent me so???
(Chorus III)I always loved u I always cared for u,
just never wanted U to go thru what I've been thru
I tried to raise my fuckin family just the best I know,
and now I'm hated like the devil and for what I don't know
Dahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!?@#!!!!