I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'Cause I swear that this is hell
The way I desperately try to save myself
'Cause I can't save myself
A single breath in empty lungs
That's all I got left gasping for air
And a bad idea branded in my brain I can't seem to shake
Another day in tired skin
I shed and fray far from desire
'Til all I am is textbook misery and my own mistakes my own mistakes
And as I've aged the only thing I think has changed
Is that the demons have moved from under my bed
Into the inner depths of my head
I can't escape the ugly things my mind creates
I speculate that they'll stay with my 'til the grave
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'Cause I swear that this is hell
The way I desperately try to save myself
'Cause I can't save myself
Can't save myself
In broken bones a half hearted smile
I feel at home I'm proud of nothing
I tend to get attached so quick to all I've ever known all I've ever known
But I don't seem to know a single fucking thing that can save me
I'm my own worst enemy
Is there any hope for me
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
'Cause I swear that this is hell
The way I desperately try to save myself
'Cause I can't save myself
I'm the boy who chose not to grow up and now I'm unprepared for anything
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me x2
I'm the boy who chose not to grow up and now I'm unprepared for anything
Is there any hope for me
Now I'm scared and I'm cold and alone because the world grew up without me
Is there any hope for me
I can't help the way my mind is hardwired to hate myself
Is there any hope for me
'Cause I swear that this is hell
The way I desperately try to save myself
'Cause I can't save myself