Given free will but within certain limitations
I cannot will myself to limitless mutations
I cannot know what I would be if I were not me
I can only guess me
So when I say that I know me
how can I know that
What kind of spider understands arachnophobia
I have my senses and my sense of having senses
Do I guide them Or they me
The weight of dust exceeds
the weight of settled objects
What can it mean such gravity without a centre
Is there freedom to un be
Is there freedom from will to be
Sheer momentum makes us
act this way or that way
We just invent or just assume a motivation
I would disperse be disconnected Is this possible
What are soldiers without a foe
Be in the air but not be air be in the no air
Be on the loose neither compacted nor suspended
Neither born nor left to die
Had I been free I could have chosen not to be me
Demented forces push me madly round a treadmill
Demented forces push me madly round a treadmill
Let me off please I am so tired
Let me off please I am so very tired