All my life, stay schemin’
Hold my tears, got no time for no grievin’
Sh- is too funny when they claim they the realest
Poison in my vein that you can’t even deal with
Had to throw away my feelings, now I’m frosty
Can’t get used to this sh-, but got tough skin
Brothers told me “we been through it all”, no bluffin’
Still on that dumb sh-
I know hard times never lie, rock solid
Close my eyes and lean on the wall, deep down, I’m thinkin’ bout what I did wrong
They be askin’ what I been on
Cuz I was a problem child and not familiar with that beast mode
But look at me, my whole life has changed
A lil kid turned into a man with the pain
Ain’t gon’ lie, my homie’s been chased
We gotta make it out, how can I stay the same
You know I don’t say that I’m fine
Nightmares always got me petrified
But the only thing I can do is strategize
Keep talkin to myself “man you better strive”
In a dead end, I can’t run
I might fall if I throw a tantrum
So I need to survive calmly like it’s nothing
All my life, stay schemin’
Hold my tears, got no time for no grievin’
Sh- is too funny when they claim they the realest
Poison in my vein that you can’t even deal with
Had to throw away my feelings, now I’m frosty
Can’t get used to this sh-, but got tough skin
Brothers told me “we been through it all”, no bluffin’
Still on that dumb sh-
I know hard times never lie, rock solid