58 miles away
From mother and father they
Call me to ask how my day was
and I always lead with the same words
Fine thank you, how are you?
but frankly I'm rather blue
Won't let them on to my feelings
I'll just confide in the ceilings
I've been bed bound trying to unwind
In a room as messy as my mind
Used to feel so unconfined
But I'm not that way inclined
Now the voice inside my head is so unkind
Days blending into one
Burning out in the sun
June and July saw me beaming
And now that it's colder I'm sleeping
I'm stuck, I'm caught in a loop
My head's fucked cause there's nothing to do
I've been bed bound trying to unwind
In a room as messy as my mind
Used to feel so unconfined
But I'm not that way inclined
Now the voice inside my head is so unkind