you drove all night back to his apartment and he slept with his arms around you you lay awake, too nervous to move you drove back home with your head spinning you made it halfway across the pennsylvania turnpike on a tank of gas you checked your messages, hoping he would call and ask you to turn back but all you hear are sirens all you see is dark when you close your eyes every wound reopened leaves another scar glistening in the light i wish i would call you just to make sure you're all right instead i stayed up all night dreaming of a new life but june came and august went then fall turned to winter you told yourself maybe in the spring he told you don't take it personally i stayed up all night you never thought twice about me i know we could've been so happy (you barely knew me) i knew i didn't want to be alone i stayed up all night telling myself lies